/ lundi, décembre 27, 2004
we've all gotten our results for the first sem. to say the truth, i am truly thankful for getting reasonably good results. afterall, when i woke up, i told myself not to expect anything higher than Bs cos there were sum exam papers which i screwed up. but i am happy. when i came online to check my results, i visited MSN first...cos i didnt really know how it'd feel like looking at the stupid comp screen to know whether u did gd or bad. chatted with quite a few frens, and they all haf checked their results but i was still scared. my 3302 chat window was filled with ppl of CAP 4.0 and above. gabriel, my soci tut mate said he did surprisingly well for his slackest sem yet. and me found out he got 4.7. trina said he got A+ for soci. gosh all these alphabets and numbers were just overwhelming.
after about 15 mins of chatting, me finally dared to enter my matric no and PIN...still haven pressed "submit" though. got trina and the 3302 girls to pray for me. i was tt scared. didnt realise getting ur results thru the internet would be tt scary. i mean previously, when i collected my O and A level results, i didnt really feel tt bad. and i had people ard me, so we could hold hands, u know, to give that sense of security to one another. but now i was alone, sitting on the swivel chair, without any company, waiting for the dreaded results to appear.
i did press enter. the thing appeared...i didnt look at the specific grades. my hands were trembling cos i dunno where to look.
then i saw the CAP... 4.1. PHEW! still haven digested the grades yet tho, cos frens were asking how i did.
i just said to them tt i'm happy and truly thankful to God. I really am.
when i finally looked at each specific grade, i was surprised actually. the mods i were scared of most, i scored relatively good grades. the intended major, i know whatever the grade, still would major in it, so i accepted the so-so grade. just dun like the negative sign attached to the B. e lang, v happy over it cos after all i failed my project. so besides the grade for euro, i am satisfied with the results. i will try and work harder in the coming sems. i'll need all the support, from family and friends alike. and I know God will b there guiding me too. so lets hope we can all reach higher skies in the next sem. till then...
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