/ dimanche, juillet 25, 2004
hey bloggie...the day that just passed wasnt a gd day at all...i woke up 6 hrs after i slept the previous night...with a headache that disallowed me to go for tuition, which means i'm still far from my next tuition pay from the sec 4 student. i was hoping that today i cd haf tuition with the kid cos i'm like really despo for money...i need money to pay my hp bills, buy a tennis or squash racket if i really decide to take up either one of those, buy books[definitely will sum up to quite a bit]...argh...it must haf been the cold atmosphere last nite...it was so cold that i slept with my windbreaker and with socks on...i felt feverish in the afternn, n my head still felt heavy so i slept thruout the afternn...popped a few panadols and now getting better...but so sad, i missed the chance to get closer to my tuition pay...
anyway, zihui called me just now when i just woke up after the afternn sleep...we talked for quite long, updating each other abt life and all...her term is starting tmr...effectively today actually cos it's now 1.32am on 26july...hope she'll do fine...actually i hope all my close frens will do fine...oh no my mind has suddenly gone blank...this is baaad...
k i'll just talk abt sumthing else...yesterday, while i was searching for sth in the store room, i stumbled upon my sec sch autograph book...hehe those were the "lets-all-get-cute-lil-autograph-books" days...my autograph book bears my star sign, capricorn...n i cannot believe that in my msg to all my frens, i was like complaining abt the incorrect grammar in the phrases found in book and whatever else...sigh i was really immature then...n i still remember, for many many yrs, i'd write my ambition as "to be a successful lawyer"....lol guess that will nv happen yea...n i believe that things happen for a reason...so it may not be that bad that i wun become a lawyer...hope that my life will turn out just as exciting and fulfilling even without me being a lawyer...
oh yea, since i mentioned tuition earlier in this post, i'd like to say that i really enjoy teaching pri sch kids...now i teach 3 pri sch kids...the pri 6 kid not that fun cos PSLE yr cannot anyhow teach...the other 2 are in pri 5 and pri 2 respectively, n i especially enjoy teaching the pri 2 kid maths...i tell u, small kids are damn happy when they get sth right...i was just explaining to her how to go abt tackling the maths questions...and i told her to do like 10pgs at one go while i was teaching her elder sis...she was so happy when she finished everything n she didnt mind when i added a few pgs more to her workload...when i went thru with her, she got quite a lot of sections with no mistakes...i was happy but she was so much happier that she was smiling as i marked her answers...actually teaching maths is fun, k pri sch maths that is...cos its damn easy...haha but to think of it again, i feel quite stupid that i wasnt that smart to get full marks for pri sch maths...guess everything develops bit by bit...hehe...
sigh i think ppl start realising that my thoughts are disorganised right now...how else do i write abt different things all at the same time, summore without a real focus...like when i suddenly feel like typing abt sth, i just type...then when i finish one part, my mind goes blank and i'll try to think of sth to type...and the next paragraph wun haf anything to do with the previous...this is really baaaaaad...maybe its a signal that i need to head for the bed...so i shall not resist...
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