yoz bloggie! i realise that ever since the term started, i feel like i've been out of touch with the world. i havent been reading the newspapers until this morning. havent been watching TV proper for weeks now...ok i do follow the Olympics now and then but that doesnt really count...what i mean is actually watching those TV programmes that are ongoing everyday, such as the news programmes, TV serials or movies shown on TV...haven been watching any lor...like really no life...and also, i haven caught any movie since "Windstruck" i think...omg thats damn long ago...sigh its not as if i read sch stuff 24/7. and its not as if i dun haf free time...hmm....think all my free time[referring to hrs after sch or weekends since i dun go to sch on weekends] taken up by either tuition or sleep. my weekends are practically booked cos of tuition and tuition only...yes i do chat with frens on MSN, but what abt my family? whenever my lil sis comes to my study table, i'll ask my mum to get her out of the room cos she'll ransack the drawers and stuff...but actually, i guess she wants attention from me...cos she's used to getting attention from my parents and bros...when she came along in 2001, everyone treated her as this precious little princess...ppl talk to her almost 3/4 of the day, hence all the noise coming from her mouth now...lol...now she's "upgraded" from making noise to rummaging thru drawers and cupboards...quite irritating especially when u'f just tidied the place...but i know she longs for my attention...especially me cos i'll be out in the day and when i come home in the afternn/evening, i'll go straight to my room to settle my schwork...whatever time i haf with her and the others is dinnertime...and even then, she likes to play with my drink...always drink from my glass or she'll attempt to mix food with water when we'r not looking...cute at first, but irritating when its repeated everyday. anyway, i just hope she wun feel like i'm putting her aside for fun...as in when she grows up, i hope i wun be remembered as this evil sis who doesnt accord enuff attention to her poor lil sis...thats abt it for today, so ciaoz...
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