Met jia dai at the beginning of this week while waiting for ying ling at the AS6 corridor. She asked how I was. And I just said "OK lor". I realise that "Ok lor" thingy means I'm just looking at the general trend. Argh it reminds me of reading graphs in those days when we had to do econs. The particularities underneath that general trend, the fluctuations, I never talk about that when my friends ask how I am. Well, of cos I'm back to doing 5 modules, the usual workload, but I feel as busy as last semester. And this semester, no modules taken with close friends. No bitching about sch and group projects with trina. No lunches with any of the 3302 girls. It's practically just the lonely me in the whole wide world of NUS. Alienation. Alienated. Alien.