What dreams are made of

/ jeudi, août 30, 2007

I am in a dilemma right now.

The situation I'm in gets more and more grave as days go by.

I don't think anyone in this whole wide world can truly understand what I'm going through right now.

I may put on a brave front and smile but inside I'm really messed up.

Even putting myself to sleep is difficult nowadays because I keep thinking and worrying about the next day, while trying to convince myself that my turn will come soon.

It is just a matter of time.

It is at this times that I really hope that time will pass faster, so that I can fast forward to the day when everything starts getting bright and cheery.

Or should it pass slower, so that I won't feel so bad being in this situation cos it's still not tomorrow yet?

I don't really know.

All I know is that I need a job soon.

Really really soon.

I painted my dreams at 11:20 AM

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