Rozana Mohamed | 22 | nothing to do dreamer | bummer | part-time tutor ManUtd fan | has some close friends | workin' out a plan


"Losing one's own confidence causes a person to fall into confusion, which is hell...To maintain one's confidence, the most important thing is stamina."

- excerpt from The Devil (Mawang), 2007 Kdrama





We'll see...

trina

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It's been a couple of weeks since the last post, but well, I'm still alive. And I think something good is about to happen. Good things always happen during this fasting season so I shall welcome the holy month with open arms. Hopefully with the new fasting season comes a new beginning for me as well, Insyaallah.

Life has been endurable and there were little surprises here and there. I dunno whether this is supposed to be good but I can no longer control when I want my tears to start rolling down. A couple of times, I was really surprised myself when I started crying just like that. I didn't even will it. But I think it shows that I'm but human. I'm still a human being with emotions, not an inanimate object like a rock or something. Or maybe it shows that sometimes, the Ego should just take a back seat cos if everything is bottled up because of pride, one can just die.

Well, let's just look forward to better things...

I painted my dreams at 2:30 AM